I know!

You know that post from a few months ago? The weird headspace one?

I figured it out! I know what I want!!

I want to WANT TO have a baby! Read that carefully… not “I want to have a baby” … “I want to want to have one” … I want to have that urge, that want that need.

*waits patiently for the want*

Comments (3)

AngelJune 13th, 2012 at 9:49 pm

You can have mine… ;)

DawnJune 13th, 2012 at 10:17 pm

Babysit mine anytime… for free of course.. She should change your mind ;)

alidaonlineJune 14th, 2012 at 8:33 am

Ah. Yes. That. I know exactly, EXACTLY, where you are with wanting to want one. It’s what all women want at some point and its the most normal, natural thing in the world. Except for me it’s just not happening. I don’t actively decide I don’t want kids, I just don’t want them like I don’t want all sorts of things. I feel like I’m not quite on the same page as anyone because everyone my age either has kids or is planning kids or wants kids and here I am, not feeling any of that at all. And even if I could ultimately say to myself, “okay, even though I’d like to have a little one, it’s going to have to go on hold for x, y or z reason” at least the wanting would be there like everyone else.

I’m not getting this across quite as I planned. I know how you feel though.

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